Elijah, I miss you so much! I miss feeling you kick and wiggle around. I miss hearing your heart beat. I miss all the things I thought we would have together: your cry, your laugh, your smile, everything. I loved seeing you. You were perfect. You and I shared the same eyes, although yours weren't brown yet your dad said the were sure to be. You had my big hands. I wish I could have taught you to play the piano. You had your dad's lips and long arms and legs. You were so long and pasty and you had the cutest little nose. Just looking at you I fell in love all over again. Oh how I wish things could be different. I miss what was, what could have been, but most of all, I miss you my darling little boy.
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